I get overwhelmed sometimes, thinking about where I'm going to be in the future...where I want to be. I want to know that everything that's happened, and is happening, will have the desired effects and it will all work out. I'm trying to worry less about then and focus on NOW.
Ziva and I took another run through the park today; she did 3 miles and I did a second circuit totaling 6 miles. I added some ab work on my (adopted from Meg) exercise ball after an upper body and flexibility workout last night. I'm trying to finish each day with a good stretch before bed, to clear my head and calm my heart.
I need school to start; I have so much free time right now. I've been reading non-stop, watching movies, working out for hours, working more as well, and I still have too much time. I realized that even working full time, with a daily run and reading time, a lot of puppy time, and friend time still leaves me with a lot of free time.
Good, in part, but bad for my dwelling thoughts that I try to get rid of. I'm getting better about it.
Today's happy: running with Ziva, trying to fit me in a box at work (did not work), and a phone call from Adam, who is safely back in a snowy (!!) California.
Advice:
"The minute you think of giving up, think of the reason why you held on so long."
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